Thursday, July 13, 2006

sad

i like to think that i'm not ruled by money. but when i sat down to calculate my budget with the offered salary, it became very apparent that it was not very wise financially to take this job. i kept thinking about it and tinkering with different scenarios, and it just wasn't coming up any way that made me feel better. and i had to turn it down.
now all that is left is for me to sit here and second guess myself.

4 comments:

ajt said...

such a delicate balance.

thinking of you and affirming your choice ...

Lara said...

Audrey, I am so sad for you. But as I said, either way God is going to take care of you. Don't think of what could have been (easier said than done I know) because it's not going to get you anywhere. Instead, buck up and dig into those classifieds. Something will turn up that rocks.

Anonymous said...

Glad you know what you're worth, Auds. Like Lara says, something's gonna come along right soon (in that "in God's time" sort of way), and right good (let's just leave that one unqualified). Jenny tells me you tells her you misses us, and tells me she tells you we misses you too. Too true. Vancouver is paitently awaiting a visit...

Anonymous said...

Aud, we just got back from the Gleaner's trip. Bummer about the job. Gimme some details.
BW