deep breaths

today was not such a good day. a while back i applied online to whole foods. online applications for jobs feel like an exercise in futility. anyway, today i got the rejection email. seriously? come on now. it's just the kind of small jarring thing that snowballs into feeling like i'm never going to find a job. oh, i know i'm when i'm taking crazy pills - i can recognize that kind of thinking for what it is, just thinking. nevertheless, it is still a bit discouraging. sigh.